Hey, I have been BUSY.

I'm really fucking tired of being pulled every which way and then accused of ignoring people when I don't hang out. Everyone fucking does this to me and it's kinda fucking impossible to devote my time to everybody. Not to mention it's pretty selfish of people to make those demands of people.

Look, I love ya all, but I can't always post here, on the forums, or even hang out, but it doesn't mean I don't like you anymore. I haven't been ignoring people's messages-- I get home late and check them, and a lot of time, the person has signed off, so I go to bed, then I obviously forget in the morning. I'M SORRY. I'M A BAD PERSON. I DO NOT DESERVE TO LIVE.

I'm sorry if any of you have felt ignored, I really am, what else more am I supposed to do; get down on my fucking knees?

I think I'm going to have to make a long post about everything that has been going on in the past few months, but I just don't know where to begin. So it may still be awhile. Sorry. I'm a shithead.