Hey, I have been BUSY.

I'm really fucking tired of being pulled every which way and then accused of ignoring people when I don't hang out. Everyone fucking does this to me and it's kinda fucking impossible to devote my time to everybody. Not to mention it's pretty selfish of people to make those demands of people.

Look, I love ya all, but I can't always post here, on the forums, or even hang out, but it doesn't mean I don't like you anymore. I haven't been ignoring people's messages-- I get home late and check them, and a lot of time, the person has signed off, so I go to bed, then I obviously forget in the morning. I'M SORRY. I'M A BAD PERSON. I DO NOT DESERVE TO LIVE.

I'm sorry if any of you have felt ignored, I really am, what else more am I supposed to do; get down on my fucking knees?

I think I'm going to have to make a long post about everything that has been going on in the past few months, but I just don't know where to begin. So it may still be awhile. Sorry. I'm a shithead.

Comments

216-416-0033-- What the fuck?

Somebody called my cell phone from the number 216-416-0033 (call it, you get static) and left a vulgar message. I did a search, and it happened to somebody else, same exact number. But unfortunately, that link doesn't help much. Any ideas? Update: 7/26/2005 Reader mail! i know this is random, but i am not a member of your blog, so i am sending you a myspace message. i googled the relay number that prank called me this evening, the same one you got a call from in april. that relay number is a number you can find online somewhere, and use your computer to make relay calls. usually you have to have a certain phone to use relay, but this company lets you do it through a computer, thus allowing non-deaf people to make relay calls to other non-deaf people. i found out that it was my boyfriend's little brother calling me, so chances are someone you know found the number and used their computer to call you. so its not some crazy person calling you. just thought i would let you know, th...